September 28, 2007 at 10:59 pm · Filed under Personal
I have not have a holiday (note: those get out of house, pack your bags, go to foreign places and do things u normally don’t do) in a very long time. Lemme see…. last was Thailand. Year 2005. November.
Plainly, I think I forgotten how to take one.
I have a Thailand trip coming. Wen booked the tixs for us when TigerAir (I think, some budget air la) was having this promotion for free plane tixs. Pay for taxes only. Booked in I think March. Going in November.
Well, 2 years. One full circle. Back to Thailand.
And you know, I am absolutely clueless on how to take a hol. In fact, now I am thinking should I buy a laptop by then so I can have access to all the customer service email, orders, etc. The hotel got internet anot.
In fact, coz now I have quite a bit of access to lotsa shopping stuff at good prices, that I no longer wish to shop anywhere else. (Coz well, that is like spending money on the stuff you are earning money from…dunno how to explain).
Enjoy. It is quite a foreign word. I have since forgotten how to enjoy.
And with the current status I am in, not the time to enjoy too.
Next target, double the income next month.
See I am a workoholic. Through and through.
Like my mom I think. *diao*
(Shin)
In fact you are a ruthless little thief
Stolen my heart, my breath and my name
(Cheer)
You are then the person that kidnaps me
Sitting at the backseat of your scooter, enjoying the breeze and running away from the ordinary
(Shin)
There are 50million people on this planet that miss each other
So lucky that I have you to fight to watch the stars together
(Cheer)
Do not ask why at this moment
No longer need to guess what is the difference between people’s and people’s hearts
(together)
123 Hand-in-hand 456 Raise your head
789 We are eloping to the moon
Let our two feet jump onto the air and let us feel
The worry-free vacuum, the pure moon shine that touched us
(Shin)
When you say that being too clever normally means more lonely
I laughed and listen to the silent after loneliness ended
(Cheer)
Looking at the moon as though it is the peephole of the nightsky
Silently looking at us and the planet that we are making noise on
(Shin)
Why do both of us turn mute when we are close to each other
And our heart beats as though a fire is raging through
(Cheer)
Let destiny be silent at this moment
Let our toes draw a line across the sky, the earth and the universe
(together)
123 Hand-in-hand 456 Raise your head
789 We are eloping to the moon
Let our two feet jump onto the air and let us feel
The worry-free vacuum, the pure moon shine that touched us
《If You Have Heard It Also》 (heh, pardon for lousy translation if you think so)
I realize I do not know where to go after standing for so long
The me that still do not want to go home, feel even more lonely no matter how many people accompany me
There’s a lot of topics about me, even I’ve heard it too
My happiness needs to be validated, but no one bothers if I’ve been wronged.
The night strips my heart like how you stripped an onion. What is left after my defense is taken away?
Why do I think of you more when I feel vulnerable?
If you have heard it too
Do you think of me before?
Is it like just thinking of an ordinary old friend, or you will still feel pain for me?
There is so much so much I want to tell you
But my heart just dangle there without any support
How do I deal with it
I can do nothing even if I am reluctant to let go
If you have heard it too
Will you believe me?
Will you believe the rumours or you believe that I am still me?
I understand a lot more after being knocked up and fallen a lot of times.
That you are the only one that knows me.
When I think of you thinking me,
My heart still will feel warm
There’s a lot of topics about me, even I’ve heard it too
I think I rather stay silent. The more I explained the more it seem that I am faking.
The night strips my heart like how you stripped an onion. What is left after my defense is taken away?
Why do I think of you more when I feel vulnerable?
If you have heard it too
Do you think of me before?
Is it like just thinking of an ordinary old friend, or you will still feel pain for me?
There is so much so much I want to tell you
But my heart just dangle there without any support
How do I deal with it
I can do nothing even if I am reluctant to let go
If you have heard it too
Will you believe me?
Will you believe the rumours or you believe that I am still me?
I understand a lot more after being knocked up and fallen a lot of times.
That you are the only one that knows me.
When I think of you thinking me,
My heart still will feel warm
If you do think of me
What will come to your mind?
babyshern’s mum tagged me on 35 questions. Well, it isn’t the first time she tag me. I know I know. But I no one else to tag to ma. So really not sure how to play the game. But I thought this 35 qns quite fun. So to share.
Where is your cell phone? on my table with me now…going into my bag with me later coz I am going out.
What do you want to be in 10 years? a proud boss of Style with Passionz which of coz should still be around and be doing very well then, mabbe open a retail store, richer, thinner, happier,….
Who did you hang out with this weekend? me, myself and I. Going out to meet xin now though.
What are you not good at? handling politics
Muffin? never have one for very long time.
One of your wish list items? A DvF dress, for Style with Passionz to do well
Where you grew up? Singapore
Last thing you did? posting the prev entry
What are you wearing? NAK Classic Top and Necklace, Giordano jeans
What aren’t you wearing? specs
Your pet? no pets
Your computer? I wish it is FASTER. It is dying on me.
Your life? tough. hard. And I am really struggling by now.
Your mood? stressed
Missing? mega family gatherin. (same here cousin)
What are you thinking about right now? I am going to be late.
Your car? NISSAN Latio Sports (Black)
Your kitchen? where I cook
Last time you laughed? don’t rem.
Last time you cried? when I was backstabbed horrendously by evil ppl
School? tampines pri sch, chij st. nicholas girls’ sch, temasek jc, nus
here’s to the another five to keep this tag rollin: no one to tag. So ends here.